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13 September 2009 @ 11:46 pm
Haha! well ashley i figured my password out in the first try so we are back ! wow..alot has happened since i wrote in here.. I have a new  love of my life, who is utterly amazing and i have a new family i love to death, i love my old family to death and my sister ashley is having a baby!!!!!!! hmm......how is everyone else on here????
27 March 2007 @ 01:16 pm
24 March 2007 @ 11:14 am
17 March 2007 @ 01:30 am
so i have been crying for an hour straight now because its just really hit me hard how much i dont want jacki to leave. she leaves tomorrow and im really not ready for it. she keeps telling me to be safe and everything and i know i will be but me and her have just really started to connect and shes the only family i have left to take care of me that lived here. now i have no one, no one to cry on no one to call for no reason at all and no one to help me when im in trouble, i know i should be a grown up about this but its pretty much the worst feeling in the world right now.
i hate life right now.
i dont like it one bit.
04 March 2007 @ 09:23 pm
well yes, we had a party at zains, a birthday party for josh from school and there were 5 guys and 2 of us girls and we got smashed and it was fun...lol...yes i know...go ahead and yell at me, i didnt get that shit faced god!!!! but it was laods of fun, welistened to music and the boys played guitar and i took care of all the drunks since i can handle more then the rest of them and still be ok. other news jacki is leaving on friday for florida and im going to have a crying fest when she comes over on monday for dinner cause i dont know if ill see her a year from now or ten years from now. im really going to miss her alot.
22 January 2007 @ 12:03 pm
k so my neck and back hurt now, and i have a cut on my head that i never noticed last night, but i think im going to live, i just have to get meds for it is what they said to make sure i dont black out and stuff, fun fun
25 December 2006 @ 07:20 pm
merry christmas, ive kinda given up on this thingy cause no one really uses it, i mean they write on here but no one replys or leaves comments to eachother, what has this world come to, and i hate it the most cause i dont get to see you guys at all, so dont be butt-nuggets and leave comments for people gosh! lol, just kidding but ive been so busy with work and stuff that i keep forgetting what the date is and stuff, and me being on break doesnt help either........no laughinig at me, ill kill you, and for anyone who cares, i havea somone whos very interusted in me, and im thinkinking we may become lovers soon...cause i like him back, wanna know about him? just ask...lol
i think im having a baby, even though youcant have one if you have never had sex, well in my case atleast, but i hurt, and i dont like it might i mention lol, its only 5:20 and its rediculous, it looks like its 10:00 mother fuckers....how gay :(
02 December 2006 @ 07:17 pm
with stupid livejournal, no one reads these anymore or atlest dont read mine anymore, whatever, ill live. amd yes, no making fun of the music i am listening to, i have descovered that deep down im a redneck when counrty music is made fun! so there, but yes, my heart doesn belong to metal still, no worries.
Current Location: my room/the office
Current Music: tim mcgraw BBQ stain
18 November 2006 @ 09:11 am
i deffinatly start work at 4 on tuesday, yay money for my car! woop woop, but my first priority is to pay the family i live with the 300 dollars they just spent on graduation stuff and my work shoes, cause they should not have to pay for it since im not their kid. so i feel bad. things with ashley (my sister) and her day got really bad last night. she called my crying, and i hate when she cries, she made me start crying cause she thinks its her fault i got kicked out, which its not cause im more then happy now. so i kinda had to yell at her. then she said she misses our mom, which i do to, but not enought to cry about it. cause my mom = bitch. duh, you all know that.