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17 March 2007 @ 01:30 am
im a cry baby  
so i have been crying for an hour straight now because its just really hit me hard how much i dont want jacki to leave. she leaves tomorrow and im really not ready for it. she keeps telling me to be safe and everything and i know i will be but me and her have just really started to connect and shes the only family i have left to take care of me that lived here. now i have no one, no one to cry on no one to call for no reason at all and no one to help me when im in trouble, i know i should be a grown up about this but its pretty much the worst feeling in the world right now.
i hate life right now.
i dont like it one bit.